It rained again in California, but thankfully I got to go to work today. I was the only one on and I ended up with 5 tables and worked 2 hours. I thank God for the few bucks I made. I needed it.
I read the script for A Scrooge and Marley Christmas Carol and I am working on character work. I realized since last night, that I need to keep working on my craft so that I trust my instincts and go with my gut. It is a big issue for me, trust. I don't trust a lot of people and I don't trust myself in the circumstances that are the most important to me. It is like I subconsciously sabotage myself. I am slowly licking my wounds and moving forward. One small step at a time.
Until tomorrow. Take care and be safe.
All my love,