I came to a decision today. I decided to write this blog until Decemeber 31, 2010. That will be a chronicle of my first year in Los Angeles, California as an actor. As I keep writing this blog, I get more and more people reading it and leaving comments. I am very excited by them and grateful for them. I only let comments from my followers show up on the blog. I find that when strangers send me comments, my first reaction is "What do I do?" I usually send them a reply back of thanks.
I have never been good at taking compliments in my life. I always feel very uncomfortable getting them. I don't know what to say most of the time, because "Thank you" doesn't seem enough. I do take them seriously, too seriously perhaps. I find that I have been getting an abundant amount of comments that are positive and I feel as if I am not worthy, plus I never thought anyone besides my family and friends would keep up with it. Plus, I have enjoyed writing the blog everyday for the past 7 months and I want to be able to go out feeling the same way.
Sometimes I feel as if the 7 months feels as if it 7 years and then other days it feels as if I have only been here for 7 weeks. It sure goes by fast and my life here has been surreal. I don't think I have been fully aware of what is going on around me since living here, because it does feel like a dream. A dream I didn't even know I had. So I want to thank everyone who has been reading the blog and I hope you follow me through the rest of the year.
Until tomorrow. Take care and be safe.
All my love,