So today was mostly gloomy weather wise, which they have a saying in CA, "June Gloom". Seemed appropriate today. It is one of those days where you are sure it is going to rain, but it never does. I only worked 2 hours at work today. I didn't have to go in until 5 PM and I was cut by 7 PM. I realize that I have to learn to rephrase my questions with people here. I asked Daytona, who does the schedule, "Is there a reason why I have been inside for the past 5 weeks on Tuesday?" She responded, "I work Wednesday PM inside and I don't make much money either, would you rather me give you an inside shift during the weekend?"
"No, I just thought we were on a rotation to make it fair."
"We are. You work inside on Tuesdays."
"Ok. That's all I wanted to know. Thanks."
But I knew Daytona was pissed I asked. I just wanted to understand how she was rotating, because my definition and hers are a bit different. I really see no reason to come into work on Tuesday PM if I can't make the gas money that gets me back and forth, but that is me.
I feel antsy lately, as if something is about to happen, but I don't know what it is. Like on the way home from work, I must of yelled at ten different "stupid ass" drivers on the road. I have no patience lately. People are making me angry. I don't like this feeling and it always happens when I have an instinctual feeling that something big is going to happen soon. It doesn't happen often, but when it does, I feel very off and unlike myself. Let's hope this means I win the lottery this week :)
Until tomorrow. Take care and be safe.
All my love,