I was a little premature in mentioning my cousin getting me a job. I went to RockNFish in Manhattan Beach with Kevin and I talked to Jerry. I gave him my resume and then he proceeded to tell me it is a summer position for 2 shifts a week. I would work from 7PM-10PM as the break server. But the General Manager has other interviews she would like to do and if I am hired that is what I would be expected to work. So, I went from having a job to maybe having a job. Jerry didn't make me fill out an application, so I don't feel so good about it. Kevin got mad because he said that Jerry "owed" him one, but it seems in California that doesn't mean jack. So I am back to looking for a job once again. If Jerry calls it will be next week he said. Tomorrow, I am going to the Kitty Rescue Orientation. I signed up to volunteer a few weeks ago. I am looking forward to it. I hope to be able to interact with the kitty cats and meet some new people.
I feel very blah lately. I don't really have any feeling about anything. I realize that I am falling into one of my depressions, but I really do try and fight it all the way. I am glad that I am getting out of the house to do something I enjoy for nothing. It is hard to go out when I don't have money, so I am trying to find ways to get out for free. I am getting tired of going to Borders, the library and the beach because I do all of those things by myself and right now I am with myself way too much LOL! I am excited to meet new people. I signed up for the website Meetup.com, but a lot of those meet ups would cost me money. Maybe I will start a hiking club on Meetup.com and see how many other people would like to come with me. Maybe I will use the CityWalk cards and make it a meet up. I think that is a good idea I just came up with. I will keep you posted.
I am not going to post anything on my eastcoastgirloutwest blog tonight. I am having trouble with my internet connection and I am falling asleep as I write this.
Until tomorrow. Take care and be safe.
All my love,